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[04 Mar 2007|01:37am] |
sometimes its like
i don't know
like you're wearing someone else;s skin
or you want to scream so loud but you don't know what your own voice sounds like
like you've gone down with the titanic and you're floating back towards the surface
a slow ascension
and when i come up will the air satiate my lungs
we make our own icebergs
my greatest fantasy is to one day look out any see nothing but
clear skies
so be cool
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[05 Dec 2006|02:33am] |
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he could lick em' by smiling
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[19 Nov 2006|07:42pm] |
drug free
the way for me
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[12 Nov 2006|10:17pm] |
things have been foggy for quite a while
when i thought i had direction i just took off into the clouds of smoke
on a straight path
but after a while i stumbled and couln't remember which way i was going
and i became lost in the fog
and when i saw markers to point me in the right direction
i ignored them, thinking 'i know where i'm going'
but i was wrong
now the fog has finally cleared and i can see my goal in the distance
but in my travels i've not gone forward but
backward
i now have to start my journey with negative distance under my belt
but so be it
i've got everything i need and i'm so thankful that i didn't lose her
in the fog
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[05 Nov 2006|10:55pm] |
i wonder what impact you will continue on in my life.
i can't help but want to worship you.
don't kiss me, it hurts.
cause i can't kiss you back.
no matter what, i can't allow myself to ever feel like this again.
i have to be the protector of my own heart.
no one else.
but you will always be there to watch it and make sure i don't break it while i hold it for the rest of our lives
just don't ever make me hate you again...for any reason imaginable.
you can't imagine what it's like to love and hate the most important person in your life at the same time.
i want to travel your hand-held glass globe with you.
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[28 Jul 2006|11:15pm] |
can anybody give me and answer to this question
why do these letters appear here right after my fingers hit the
button
the ice caps
nuremburg
can you imagine if
nothing else ever existed and
we were not real
can you see these words upon this screen
and imagine that
we are not real
its not your fault
humpty dumpty sat on the wall
humpty dumpty had a great fall
all the kings horses and all the kings men
couldnt put humpty back together again
can you imagine
if none of this were real
nobody ever said that
in the black nothingness of space
we are not here
in the silent nothingness of space
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[14 Jul 2006|09:58pm] |
contradictions that become obselete because you know better than that
how many more lives did i live before this to know all that i know
or how few to think that i do
at school im either becoming a psychiatrist or im dropping out and becoming a monk like jim carey was at the beginning of ace ventura: when nature calls
quit disrupting the cogs
THE FUCKING COGS GODAMMIT
she made me kill myself
basking in the ambiance
ill never be in this particular moment again
i better grok it for all its worth right right right left right?
with a remote control (all the rubber buttons chewed down to the black plastic)
who doesnt wish they could be mr. deeds?
when the lightning flashes ill close my eyes and everything will be different
ill even give you a dollar if you do it
you underestimate the sneakiness sir
cogfuck
all of which makes me anxious
at times unbearably so
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[27 Jun 2006|10:38am] |
a complete lie
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moving forward
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[09 May 2006|07:40pm] |
i've changed
nothing is the same
if you believe something is right
but come to realize later on that it wasn't
does that mean that it was never what you thought it was
or do things change
can you balance happiness for so long until it
crashes
or do you con yourself into believing that
after so long (not really) you've found it
i've got something in my pocket and i don't want to
let it go
i don't ever want to think, at any time, that
i never should have wanted to have it in the
first place
such a complicated equation reduced to a simple name
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[16 Oct 2005|04:47pm] |
what in the fuck has happened...
i've done some things that i wish i hadn't
for a long long time
never realizing that time goes by whether you're there for it or not
do things just change like that regardless?
or did i really do it to myself
there will be a difficult change soon
17 years can give you a lot of texture
but not if you fly through it
it will be time to move away from my life before long
i need to get things fucking straightened out while i can
self-destructive behavior will be ending in
3
2
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[11 Aug 2005|10:57pm] |
we're chained
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[08 Jun 2005|12:09am] |
matt says:
hey
matt says:
wouldnt it be funny if karl malone had a son
matt says:
and named it gayface
matt says:
and it's name was gayface malone?
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[28 May 2005|01:13am] |
something thats completely simple & works with another
just like two sounds coming from either side
of your head
right & left
right & left
right & left
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[15 Mar 2005|09:25pm] |
this is the part of me that thinks that ants are cavemen;
this is the part of me that thinks all humans are ants
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[24 Feb 2005|07:39pm] |
cut to:
the one thing that pulls you out of the shower &
into your clothes
into & outof that awkward position
between a future & a fucking bag
somewhereimnot
laying down because i feeltoo weird
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[11 Jan 2005|10:33pm] |
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i wish for jowles
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[01 Jan 2005|06:08pm] |
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some marijuana; if you got some
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